Thanks you guys.  I couldn’t find a heartbeat with my doppler because there was no heartbeat to find.  Matt met me at the doctor’s office (it was remarkably good timing that he was able to do that) and two nurses tried and then I got the ultrasound.  The baby died about a week ago.

Sometimes it sucks to be right.

I’m in the hospital now, I went straight there from the doctor’s office.  I’m being induced.  My friends are going way out of their way to take care of the Dibits for us and Matt is here with me.

I’m responding reasonably well to the induction process so hopefully this won’t take forever (the doctor mentioned that sometimes it takes up to three days).

Thank you all so much for the love.  I just got my computer and it means so much to me that so many of you care and have been thinking about me all day.  And thank you to those of you who have gone before me in this and shared your experiences.  Because of you, I am more prepared for this.

Bring on the love.